Be True to Yourself

Something inside tells you whether or not you arelonger satisfied by fooling yourself. You've done that
being true to yourself - you can sense it. You canand it has boomeranged on you. It's now time to get
sense the difference between sincerity and falseness.on with life in a more mature and intelligent way, to
Not being true to yourself means that you are fakingbe true to yourself for a change rather than being
it for some reason of convenience, and faking it, intrue to some authority that tells you what to think.
time, eats away at your very being.Part of being true to yourself is finding the courage
There is a difference in believing something, andto stand up.
believing in something. When you believe somethingNot everybody can do this; initially it's akin to having
without a doubt, you have investigated it thoroughlya rug pulled out from under your feet. But when you
and are certain of it. When you believe in something,begin to see how you have been manipulated, then
you are subtly and purposely distancing yourself fromthat first step toward being true to yourself
its truth, and the further you distance yourself frombecomes intuitive; it's the only thing left for you to
truth, any truth, the less you are true to yourself.do as you begin to awaken from your deep sleep.
You might believe in another person, or believe in aOnce the awakening begins, once you begin being
cause, and completely surrender to it withouttrue to yourself, then the freedom you feel can only
considering whether or not you believe that personbe described as utterly amazing; an awakened
or cause. There is a difference. This difference isexistence as if you have been reborn into a brave,
what separates truth from falseness.new world. The false security that once was your life
Being true to yourself involves tremendous courage.and drugged you into oblivion is now replaced by a
If you lack that courage, you fake it. You fake itpiercing awareness and intelligence that carries you to
when you fool yourself into believing in somethingultimate freedom. Nothing can compare to this -
simply because it makes you feel good, or makeseverything else is child's play, children's fairytales.
you feel secure, or real, and this is part of theAnd being true to yourself begins by being with
ignorant bliss you surround yourself with when youyourself . . . in meditation.
are not true to yourself.Copyright © E. Raymond Rock 2007. All rights
Being true to yourself requires guts, guts to actuallyreserved.
look closely at everything, because now you are no