| About a dozen or so baby alligators showed up at a | | | | there is sorrow. Laughter blinds the heart and allows |
| pond that Janet and I visit occasionally. Mama alligator | | | | it not to consider things and ponder them, but |
| kept watch nearby because the pond is also home | | | | sadness makes a man open his eyes. |
| to some otters, and otters love little alligators! But | | | | "It is therefore a vanity for a woman or man to set |
| she allowed her 8 inch long offspring some freedom | | | | their hearts on each other instead of God, or on their |
| to enjoy the fall day. | | | | children or on worldly things. If the soul sets its |
| When we visited the pond a week later, however, | | | | affections of the will on worldly things, the evils are |
| the baby alligators were gone. Perhaps mama alligator | | | | uncountable . . . |
| moved them, or perhaps the otters had their way | | | | "The first degree of evil, when the soul rejoices in |
| with the little alligators. When an otter, which has | | | | creatures instead of God, results in the blunting of |
| very sharp teeth, captures a baby alligator, the | | | | the mind and darkening of the judgment. |
| alligator cannot get loose. The more it struggles, the | | | | "The second degree of evil is when the soul is now |
| more the teeth dig in, and the more painful it | | | | swollen with worldly desires and causes the soul to |
| becomes. | | | | withdraw itself from things of God and holy practices |
| As I thought about the fate of these baby alligators, | | | | and take no pleasure in them anymore and lose their |
| I couldn't help but reflect on something that St. John | | | | concepts of truth and justice and become lukewarm |
| of the Cross said back in the 16th century, | | | | and careless in practicing truth and justice. They |
| something about how the world grabs us, and once it | | | | practice spiritual things from habit and formality, not |
| does, how our fate is sealed. | | | | conviction. |
| St. John of the Cross has been described as a | | | | "The third degree of evil is a complete falling away |
| mystic. He was born in Castile, Spain in 1542 and died | | | | from God and a relapse into mortal sin from |
| in 1591. He was imprisoned for his writings (as many | | | | covetousness for he forsakes God. The faculties of |
| visionaries seem to be), but later in 1675 he was | | | | the soul are completely absorbed into the world and |
| beautified by the Catholic Church and canonized | | | | in riches and business and commerce and has great |
| (sainthood) in 1726. He was eventually named A | | | | shrewdness as to things of the world and a great |
| Doctor of the Church by Pope Pius XI in 1926. | | | | love. They have such an affection for worldly things |
| This is what St. John had to say: | | | | that they cannot be satisfied -- on the contrary, their |
| "Although worldly blessings do not necessarily of | | | | desire and their thirst grow all the more because |
| themselves cause sin, yet, through the frailty of the | | | | they are further from God, the only source that |
| affections of the heart of man, man habitually clings | | | | could satisfy them. And thus it is with the covetous |
| to these worldly blessings and fails God. Christ | | | | man who finds nothing among the creatures that can |
| described riches in the Gospel as thorns. Those who | | | | quench his thirst, but only that which increases it. |
| touch them become wounded. David said, 'let us | | | | These men fall into countless kinds of sin through |
| have no envy when our neighbor becomes rich, for it | | | | love of worldly things and the evils which afflict them |
| will profit him nothing in the life to come (meaning | | | | are innumerable. |
| that we should have pity on him). Christ said: 'If a | | | | "And the fourth degree of evil that comes from joy |
| man gain all the world, he may yet lose his soul.' | | | | of worldly things is: And he departed from God, his |
| "Wherefore even though all things turn out | | | | salvation. This man has made money and things of |
| prosperously for a man regarding wealth, status, and | | | | the world his God, and David said, 'Be thou not afraid |
| family, he ought to have misgivings rather than to | | | | when a man shall be made rich, for when he dieth, he |
| rejoice, for these things increase the likelihood of his | | | | shall carry nothing away, neither riches, nor joy, nor |
| forgetting God. The heart of a fool, it is said, is | | | | glory. |
| where there is laughter, but of the wise man where | | | | |