How Could They! Revenge and Compassion

"Judge not, that ye be not judged." - St. Matthew,revenge is not a daily theme or way to deal with life.
King James VersionThey know that hatred is nothing more or less than
In October 2006, a lone gunman entered a one-rooma poison or a cancer that eats one alive. Forgiveness
Amish school in rural Lancaster County, Pennsylvaniais what allows one to cope and move forward.
and killed 10 girls (five others were hospitalized). ItLetting go of grudges is what allows them to focus
turns out the killer had allegedly molested two youngon the work of their own healing.
girls some years earlier; what is also known factuallyThe Buddhists speak often of compassion. Not a
is that he had a young daughter who had died acompassion that is airy-fairy, soft, syrupy, but a
premature death - a death for which he nevercompassion that allows one to bear the pain of
forgave God. He wanted revenge, and he exacted itanother - to let go of the "me vs. you" struggle we
in that schoolhouse.so often allow to justify our need for getting even
What followed is both awe-inspiring to some andor to exact our pound of flesh, and to legitimize
mind-numbing to others.revenge.
Mired in grief over their loss, the Amish communityThe Dalai Lama wrote, "According to Buddhism,
responded with forgiveness. Folks didn't blame, seekcompassion is an aspiration. It's a state of mind,
revenge, run to the nearest law firm to "lawyer up,"wanting others to be free from suffering. It's not
rally for gun control or otherwise "act out." Rather, inpassive, but rather an empathetic altruism that
their humble and quiet manner, they extended theiractively strives to free others from suffering.
hand with compassion and grace to the killer's familyGenuine compassion must have both wisdom and
to offer comfort for their own pain and suffering.loving kindness. That is to say, one must understand
They donated money to the killer's wife and children.the nature of the suffering from which we wish to
The killer's family was invited to one of the Amishfree others (wisdom), and one must experience a
girl's funeral; and Amish mourners counted more thandeep intimacy and empathy with other sentient
the non-Amish at the killer's funeral.beings (loving kindness)."
In December 1998, in Lockerbie, Scotland, a Pan Am"I imagine one of the reasons people cling to their
Boeing 747 crashed killing 270 of the passengershates so stubbornly is because they sense, once
aboard. Abdelbaset Ali Mohmed al Megrahi, a Lybian,hate is gone, they will be forced to deal with (their
was convicted of the bombing. This week (Augustown) pain." - James Baldwin
20th, 2009) he is being released from prison becauseThe Buddhist Monk, Pema Chodrin, says, "In order
he has terminal prostate cancer and has just weeksfor us to have compassion for another, we have to
to live. Scotland's Justice Minister released him onhave compassion for ourselves." The way we have
"compassionate grounds."compassion for ourselves is not to avoid suffering
A recent non-scientific poll asked readers, "Do youand seek pleasure, but to directly connect to our
agree with the decision to release Lockerbie bomberown pain and suffering, not avoid it, not deny it, not
Abdelbeset Ali Mohmed al Megrahi?" 92% as of thiscover it up, not medicate it, not to blame others for
writing responded, "No."it; and then embrace the suffering of others. When
My sense is that a majority of rational, decent andwe get in touch with our own pain and suffering and
well-minded human beings would view the Amishwork with it, embrace it, learn from it and heal from
response, Scotland's Justice Minister's response andit, we can then love ourselves, truly love ourselves,
the 8% who agreed to release the bomber responseand in the process love others. In working with our
as what? Stupid? Outrageous? Soft? Liberal? Foolish?pain and suffering we gain a larger and wider
Spiritually inept? Ridiculous? Unbelievable? Unjust?perspective on life, we become self-less, and open
Political posturing , or...?the door to understanding ourselves and others from
Bert Ammerman, whose brother Tom was killed ona more spiritual, interconnected perspective. We have
the flight, said the release of Megrahi would bea larger view of reality, a view that is not emotional,
"insane, immoral, (and) reprehensible." One parent ofreactive, muddied, or defensive, but a view that sees
a daughter who was killed described the release asthe oneness of all human beings regardless of their
"appalling, disgusting and so sickening."faults and foibles, regardless of the harshness of the
On the other hand, Jim Swire, whose daughter Florawords or actions."
died in the bombing told BBC radio, "I don't believeGetting to this place of compassion and forgiveness
the verdict is right. It would be an abominable crueltyis one of the reasons we're on the planet - to
to force this man to die in prison." A local citizen intransmute our hate into love. Simple, not always
Lockerbie says of the release, "I think partly out ofeasy.
compassion...he should be allowed out. Life goes onSo, some questions for self-reflection are:
and once a tragedy like this is over people pick up· Do you allow the actions of individuals and
the threads of their lives. And they don't forget butgroups to make you angry, resentful, or hateful.
they don't dwell on it. Because there's no earthlyWhy?
point in dwelling on any of this." Finally, "This is just· What are your greatest fears and why?
one little thing that says this is not going to hurt any· Do you blame others for your state in life?
of us for him to be released and go die with his· Do you have a need not only to get mad
family,'' said Caroline Stevens of Little Rock, Ark.,when you feel wronged, but get even? Why?
whose son Sandy Phillips, died in the bombing. "We've· Do you hold any grudges?
got to look at one another in a more compassionate· Do you have a list of folks who have
way and not rely on war and revenge and all that.''wronged you in life?
Tragedy, upset and compassion· Do you live by an " eye for an eye"
So, how do you deal with the upsets, tragedies andmantra?
life's vicissitudes - large and small - that rock, and· Do you dwell on ways to get revenge on
have rocked, your life? How do you deal with thoseothers?
at work, at home, and in everyday life who you feel· How did you experience revenge, punishing
"wrong(ed)" you, treated you unfairly, or damagedothers and "getting even" when you were growing
your spirit? Do you seek revenge? Do you lash out?up? How about compassion and forgiveness?
Are you an "eye for an eye" type, looking to gain· Can you envision a world where
your "pound of flesh?" Or are you forgiving,compassion and forgiveness, rather than revenge,
compassionate and understanding?rule the day?
We know the Amish, and the parents, relatives and"How is one to live a moral and compassionate
loved ones of the Lockerbie disaster are not "overexistence when one is fully aware of the blood, the
it." We know that pain and suffering can remain inhorror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not
their hearts. But, do we need to balance hurt withonly in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a
hate, with revenge, with "getting even?stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it
And for the Amish, the 8%, and those relatives ofmust be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding
the Lockerbie victims who agree with the release,and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst
we ask, "How could such folks forgive a terrible,of such paradox. One must live in the middle of
unprovoked act of violence against the innocent?"contradiction, because if all contradiction were
The role of compassioneliminated at once life would collapse. There are
We know the Amish culture teaches forgiveness andsimply no answers to some of the great pressing
placing the needs of others before themselves andquestions. You continue to live them out, making
that there is good in any situation. Vengeance andyour life a worthy expression of leaning into the light.