It's a Habit

Do you sometimes have the feeling that you'reIt still takes a long time to get out.
running into the same obstacles over and over again?3) I walk down the same street.
Many of my conflicts have the same feel to them,There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
like "Hey, I think I've been here before," but I can'tI see it is there.
figure out how I wound up in the same place. TheI still fall in . . . it's a habit
situation is different, but the conflict feels the same.My eyes are open
I first read this poem in "The Tibetan Book of LivingI know where I am
and Dying" by Sogyal Rinpoche. When I "Googled" it,It is my fault.
I found fourteen pages of links. It's clearly a favoriteI get out immediately.
with many people; I know it speaks volumes to me.4) I walk down the same street.
"Autobiography in Five Chapters"There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
1) I walk down the street.I walk around it
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk5) I walk down another street.
I fall in.Does this feel familiar? I am ready to learn that
I am lost . . . I am hopeless.lesson! I'm sure that I've changed. I can see that hole
It isn't my fault.coming a mile away. This time it will be different. I still
It takes forever to find a way out.end up falling in. Tired, sad and angry, I drag myself
2) I walk down the same street.up once again. What was I supposed to learn here? I
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.thought I learned that the last time.
I pretend I don't see it.Some conflicts seem to take years to unravel, but if
I fall in again.we stay tuned, and our purpose is to look with
I can't believe I'm in the same place.curiosity and awareness, we will find the moment
But it isn't my fault.when we can step around the hole.