Spring Meditation 2008

All the seeds of all the flowers of tomorrow are inI think that the guardians on our sense doors are
the seeds of today. An Indian Buddhist saying.even more important today because of the nature
I love this saying. For me it carries within it theof our modern world. We are constantly assailed with
fundamental message of dependent arising. No singleimages, sounds, smells which probably are not too
flower or seed is independent of itself. It carriesskilful. (Just take a look at the majority of our
within it the past and the future. All the flowers ofadvertising. Most advertising these days breaks at
yesterday and all the flowers of tomorrow. In thisleast one of these precepts, particularly false
meditation I am coupling this with the Buddhistspeech!) We post our guardians and then with
approach of guardians of the sense doors and formindfulness, watch the feelings and emotions that
me, this is the essence of the Dharma. In Buddhism,are involved. If we can practise and maintain our
we have the concept of the 5 usual senses, plus themindfulness during the day, away from the cushion,
6th which is the mind itself. Through our senses wethen we have at least some chance of not allowing
open ourselves up to the world and experience it. Ifthese unskilful elements to take hold. We can keep
we apply mindfulness to these senses we canwatch and just allow the positive seeds to develop.
capture the essence of anything experienced andHere we come back to this beautiful Indian saying. All
understand it. We can then decide if it is skilful andthe seeds of all the flowers of tomorrow are in the
unskilful. I like this idea of skilful and unskilful, ratherseeds of today
than good and evil. It feels softer and more forgivingWith mindfulness we develop our positive seeds and
somehow, and also somehow more personal. Ratherweed out the negative. The Buddha explained to us
than some higher power deciding our fate based onthat actually, we are only alive for 1/64th of a finger
our thoughts and actions, we decide for ourselves.snap. Everything before is a memory, everything to
We are very much in control of our own destiny. Ourcome is a plan, a fantasy, a dream. We are
own Karma!constantly being reborn and our actions take us
I came to Buddhism because of its approach to theforward to the next 1/64th lifetime. If we are
precepts. The precepts are :-mindful to the precepts, through the guardians on our
To refrain fromsense doors, particularly the mind, then suddenly each
..harming living beings.1/64th lifetime is important and worthwhile. Each is
...taking things not freely given.positive and each takes us forward to the next. We
...sexual misconduct.develop positive Karma.
...false speech.A phrase I like to use here which sums this up is "As
...intoxicating drinks and drugs causing heedlessness.Buddhist, we capture and celebrate the most intimate
Although each precept describes that which isnature of the present moment"
unskilful, for example "do not take what isn't freelySo the more I stay mindful, the more I capture each
given", unlike many other religions I love the positivemoment with mindfulness, aware of what I am
view that is presented alongside - for example "Befeeling, thinking, doing, the better the next 1/64th
generous"lifetime will be.
Obviously this is explored here at the very high level,This, for me at the moment is dependent arising and
but Buddhism requires us to explore these preceptsthis is the experience of Karma. I carry forward the
inside ourselves without reference (necessarily) toresults of my previous lifetimes. Not lifetimes before
others. They become our personal measure and wethis body was born, but lifetimes just moments ago. I
are our own judges here. It is here that thelove this way of thinking and I love the Dharma. And
guardians on our sense doors become important.I am only just starting to experience and understand
Particularly the guardian on our mind. Our ownit!
'mindfulness of mind'. This is why we meditate IInterestingly, this also underlines for me why I don't
believe. To help us to train ourselves to be mindfulfeel I make progress on the cushion during formal
and able to catch the unskilful and develop the skilful.meditation. My meditation is practise for the following
However, coupled with this is the step in theday. To help me stay mindful.
Eightfold path of Right Effort. Although we judgeCultivating mindfulness on this clear spring morning.
ourselves, at the same time we are encouraged toWith the sound of birdsong and the babbling brook,
be gentle on ourselves. Push ourselves, but not toothe guardians on my sense doors are far from busy.
hard. Guilt is a delusion in Buddhism. So we areI feel the gardener in my mind, watching my
encouraged to recognise our unskilful actions againstthoughts, tip his hat in acknowledgement to Mara and
the precepts, recognise and learn from them andher unskilful friends, but call and welcome in the skilful
then move on.to his home.